October 30th, 2002

introspective

....

And the emotional break down happens earlier than expected. (And later at night than I should be coherent to see on a week like this...)

....

I don't even know what to say, honestly. Other than, why, why, why... does everyone always let me down?

(No, this isn't directed towards anyone who can read this.)

I'm thinking of changing my subject, cause I know there's no way I'm going to be able to do what I want to with what I have to work with now, seeing as... someone has seriously let me down... again... not that I'll ever say anything to them about it.
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introspective

Odd.

I only got about three hours of sleep, I had a dream about the kitty I no longer have (that made me wake up sick and crying cause she was rotting in my hands) and yet.... I still feel rested. Weird. But I seriously want to skip school. I won't, but I want to. The only thing I honestly HAVE to be there for is the PED test, which, with the breakdown last night, I didn't study for at all. I'll wing it. I shouldn't get lower than a C. The PED grade is mainly lab participation anyway...
introspective

(no subject)

Art project mounted. Arist statement written. Speech crisis handled, though I still have a lot of work to do on it tomorrow (like... say... writing it c_c).

Don't expect much from me tomorrow.

Now, time to pass out. I'm so tired I might fall asleep at the compu y6t8vbj